Being the only mentally stable person in my friend group sucks. It really sucks. All I want is for them to all be happy. I try, I really try to make them feel better. It never works. Any of them could go at any second, and it’s terrifying. Stuck in the middle of all of this, it’s pretty damn awful. Just to see everyone around you is either depressed, suicidal, anxious, or all of them, but I can’t do anything because I don’t have depression, and I’m not suicidal. All I can do is keep cracking weird jokes and trying to stay kinda optimistic, and just hope something I do works.