Vent
by:
HolyRG-ConchJo 
41
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29.09.2022
6 comments
HolyRG-ConchJo[OP]
29.09.2022 03:14
LinkNot my brother blaming me for everything as ****ing alwaysss
So he wanted to fly MY drone in THE HOUSE without MY PERMISSION FIRST
THEN HE GETS MAD AT ME BECAUSE I WAS SCARED OF BEING HIT BY THE DRONE AND I WAS INVOLUNTARILY (Spelling probs botched) SAYING "Hey too close!!" OUTTA FEAR BC M YDAD GOT HIS FINGER CUT UP FROM THE DRONE THEN MY DUMB BROTHER IS ALL LIKE "Oh I cant have any fun" ***** IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT NOT YOURS YOU MAY HAVE TAKEN MY SNAKE AWAY FROM ME BUT I AINT LETTING YOU TAKE MY ****ING DRONE YOU SEXIST ****
Sorry got a bit carried away here
Btw my brother is sexist and he thinks im a girl
Always ****ing complains
He sexually harassed somebody
He laughed when he heard somebody committed suicide (A trans ftm did it and he transphobic so is my mom idk bout my dad)
Thought some 11 year old (My "friend") begging for a old man's dick pics was totally normal and that they're "just words"
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HolyRG-ConchJo[OP]
29.09.2022 03:16
LinkAnd my dad keeps touching me without consent and I had to be REALLY stern with boundaries and HE STILL CROSSED THOSE BOUNDARIES AND BC IM A REALLY SHY AND NON-STERN NON-HOSTILE PERSON I HAD TO JUST LET IT HAPPEN
I thought of running away when I heard he was coming with us
I would've done it if I wasn't so scared of what'd come next after that
HolyRG-ConchJo[OP]
29.09.2022 03:20
LinkOH AND DON'T GET ME STARTED WITH ****ING SCHOOL, MY SOCIAL ANXIETY IS SO BAD THAT MY SUICIDAL, SELF-HARM, VIOLENT, AND DEPRESSING THOUGHTS JUST ****ING ENHANCE AT THAT DUMB HELL, LITERALLY ALMOST ATTEMPTED SUICIDE ON THE BUS A FEW DAYS AGO, MY SHIRT WAS TOO LOOSE SO IT WAS HANGING OVER THE FRONT ALMOST SHOWING MY TA-TAS AND I PULLED IT BACK SO NOBODY SEES MY MELONS but for a second I just.. pulled tighter, contemplating suicide right there and then, I decided not to since my last attempt was of the same way, choking, and since I failed last time why even try this time?
HolyRG-ConchJo[OP]
29.09.2022 03:24
LinkMy social anxiety is so bad I can't even go on the internet, or leave my house without wanting to die and having suicidal thoughts. ****, that happens even when im INSIDE my home where I'm supposed to feel SAFE but my piece of shit brother who always ALWAYS has to lash out at me just makes me want to die and I dont know how much longer I can take this bullshit before I just leave this world and free myself of the stress, I've always wondered what the afterlife was like so that just gives me more reason to die. I'm not dying yet, just out of fear my enemies will laugh at my death or something, kinda silly huh?
HolyRG-ConchJo[OP]
29.09.2022 03:29
LinkI just put on a happy, social, silly mask. I've never been genuinely happy lately I just have a blank face behind the screen, I'm nothing like what the internet will ever see me as. Like how I act towards a specific group on discord, I'm not arrogant, I'm not a absolute professional roaster, I don't even have a fraction of what could be perceived as self esteem or an ego.
HolyRG-ConchJo[OP]
29.09.2022 03:29
LinkProbably the most detailed vent I've ever done, in fact probably the most detailed writing I've ever typed