Extreme vent time
18 comments
IEatToes[OP]
02.01.2020 17:49
LinkIEatToes[OP]
02.01.2020 17:49
LinkI’m going to rant about my damn life now
IEatToes[OP]
02.01.2020 17:50
LinkPlease don’t comment on this chain
IEatToes[OP]
02.01.2020 17:55
LinkI ****ING HATE MY LIFE as you can tell, I feel cheated on, I feel lonely, I’m being abused I made a whole bigger rant irl but I’m to lazy to type it all out, I’m in pain, I can’t sleep I don’t know what sleep is , I have an eating disorder, I have an abusive dad and 9 year old sister who beats me up EVERY DAMNED DAY, I’m gonna be blunt about this but a true girlfriend wouldn’t have more than one girlfriend it’s called cheating and dishonest I’m not saying your a bad person because I am I know you think I’m clingy but the problem is is that I don’t know how to be happy I really don’t I act happy all the time but it’s ****ing lies I can barely see my screen right now because of the amount I’m crying right now
IEatToes[OP]
02.01.2020 17:57
LinkMy friends don’t like me, I’m boring I’m a crybaby I’m immature I cry whine about everything, I depend on love and pills to make me happy I’m a horrible person bastard retarded human being I’m not ready for a job to be on my own I can’t take care of myself I’m a waste of mass oxygen space I should leave not just flipanim but living
IEatToes[OP]
02.01.2020 17:58
LinkWhen I actually work hard on something it barely gets noticed
IEatToes[OP]
02.01.2020 18:01
LinkI could rant a whole lot more but my fingers would hurt and I bet nobody actually cares and I bet you’ll be like I care YEAH ****ING DAMN RIGHT or if you joke with me while I vent I swear to god that’s an ass wipe move
IEatToes[OP]
02.01.2020 18:02
LinkAlso liking a vent is wrong because it’s like supporting the fact that you hate their existence like what the actual ****
I-
I dont know what to say anymore
you are clingy, in a good way but,
polyrelationships are a thing
I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you
I'm sorry for not being there for you
I'm sorry
if you feel like we shouldnt be together anymore, that would be fine by me
love, i-
youre an amazing person, if youre having struggles with family life you need to tell someone irl.
no one can blame you for something you cant control.
you cant control your emotions.
i know its hard living with abusive people, ive never been physically abused but emotionally abusive parents are just as bad,
words cant be forgotten or healed, wounds can,
sweetheart, youre so ****ing amazing, its okay to be clingy, its okay to be jealous and want to have someone to yourself.
your feelings are uncontrollable..
if you end it all now, you wont be able to live through it, look back at it and say "i survived this"
ive gone through some shit in life, trust me, life only gets harder, when it gets harder you get stronger, making it easier for you.
everyone has their ups and downs, as i mentioned earlier, im always gonna be here for you.
im always here to listen,
youre my friend,
and for the polyamory relationship thing, if youre not into it, your lover needs to accept it.
the definition of polyamory:
the practice of multiple intimate relationship with the CONSENT OF EACH PARTNER.
if you dont consent to it, your lover is basically cheating
hun, if your heart doesnt feel that its right, you shouldnt force yourself,
take a break, walk around a bit, drink some water, try to eat something,
just calm down.. taking walks uses energy, using energy can make you feel better, i know you probably dont want to, but if you want to feel better youre gonna have to force yourself to do some stuff,
you gotta believe in yourself