Imma rant a bit
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Grapefruit-S0DA 
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01.10.2021
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Grapefruit-S0DA[OP]
01.10.2021 03:08
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Grapefruit-S0DA[OP]
01.10.2021 03:12
LinkSo ngl dont know entirely what to talk about much but I just need to not bottle up to much. I only dont vent much cause someone who I dont want to know of my problems to read em, they told me that they check my account every now and then, tho im just tired of trying to be someone im not to them so,,
I've been staying away from my parents house for a bit, going to my aunts when ever I could. I felt happy, forgot of my problems at home. And I got home and stayed here a lot more than I did a week ago. I've realized things I've forgotten. It feels like im in the wrong house, like I dont belong, im out of place. And if I was anywhere near being the "favorite " its long gone. The yelling and shouting is a bit less when I do what im told. Like im chained up once again..
hihi dear, i know it's sort of hard to talk about these things. and that's completely fine!! but sometimes it's better to let your feelings out, even if you're reluctant to let someone else hear about it. because you know? you're not alone.
i know how it is to be in that situation. but i want to tell you that even if their yelling hurts your feelings, you remember you're human. you should remember you're not perfect, and it's not your fault they're shouting/yelling at you. it's hard to look on the positive side of this, but, i want you to remember that you need to stay strong. you need to try and not let the shouting get to you. you don't belong if you think you don't, but, you need to try. I'm not you, i don't know much about this but i know you can try. i support you, and you have many others that do. <3
This is really sweet of you to say, I've grown up to please people and yelling scares me. Cause all it tells me is I did wrong, im trying to get out of the feeling that way, but its hard, idk how to lol^^'