also ****ing pissed because my nice new tablet with a screens cords are already broken so the screen doesnt ****ing display. i got a warranty on it at least so im gonna try to get replacements

id love to be an artist for a living if i could actually be consistent enougj to get a following and have regular enough commissions to afford to live, but also, that takes a long time to build up to. and its hard to draw regularly with a full time job, which i need to afford to live

also id like to be medicated again because my home becomes a festering mess when im not medicated. this sucks why cant i be happy and creative at the same time