its honestly annoying how she says shes insecure abt her body even though she's literally ****ing perfect, she has good style, a good body, a nice face, a kind heart, a funny laugh, and yet she still says she insecure abt it all. Like girl get over it already, you compare yourself to girls who dont look as good as you. You say I look so much better but i know damn well your lying to me, your scared to talk about my self harm, anytime i say anything about you just say "oh" like wtf. If i vent to you it ends up being a rant about how bad your life is, like i know your life has been bad but you dont have the trauma's and mental issues i do. Your ****ing lucky your not me, dont ever say you wish you were like me, you dont want to be anything like me. im ugly, im unsocial, im a tech addict, im implusive, I have stims, im loud, im annoying, im stupid, im emotional, i hit myself to stop myself from crying, i have stricter parents im ways. Wtf more can I give you, im ****ing tired of comforting you when you dont.

you hate having a "furry" friend, im too weird, you hate me dont you? you ****ing hate me, everyone does i know it, i wish i could disappear. He ignores me now, he's talking to another girl, im not running back to him, he doesnt deserve it. i dont deserve it, she has her new boyfriend and i lost mine. i hate life, i hate myself, i hate living, i hate her, i hate him, i hate my mom, i hate my dad, i hate everyone expect Z. she's the only one who understood me at all. Im so done with people, if my friends jumped off a bridge id be the ones to kill myself to save them even though im the backup friend.

my only real friends are on here. thats sad asf isnt it?