Basically a few years ago my aunt and uncle took me in because we had lost our old house, my ma had to move in aswell due to the reason she had nowhere else to go. let me tell you- those were some of the worst years of my life, shes not the greatest person but then aain i find it hard to blame her for wht she did. they finally made her move out because of what she was doing and things were going pretty well until recently when my cousins moved in. my aunt and uncle constantly are upset w me/ and hell they barely even see me anymore. im stressed as hell and sharing a room with 2 other people, as a teenager this gets to me because i really have the space or time t be by myself, nor do i have any privacy. a few days ago they had told me if i continue to neglect y chores im getting kicked out to my mothers, the same person who they were getting me away from. i don't know why that got to me so much but it felt so- idek, like betrayal?? i just don't get it. why keep me here if you're just gonna kick me out again?

They even went as far as taking my doorknob off yesterday so now im not even able to close my own door. im 17 going on 18 and im not even allowed thst??? seriosuly. the whole reason was because my brother had missed the bus and my aunt was upset, she made him feel really unsafe and he refused to come out of the room and locked the door. she almost broke our door and knob banging on it and trying to get in.

thank u