Im going through a tough time right now and my moms threatened to kill herself and even tho she dosent care for me i love her the stress is because ive been living in a hotel room for a while and cant sleep alot if im angery at people it’s because im pissed off or sad yes i tend to guilt trip but it is unintended ive been through alot of stress thinking fa was the best place to take it away by drawing seems i was wrong but uh ill stay here because ppl i love are on here and i cant snap my bf bc he is my only stress reliever and he dont got his phone on him but uh yeah some anger or sadness comes from how im feeling irl i dont mean for guilt trip im just extremely upset ill call myself rude names bc that’s how im feeling in certain situations sometimes when i say im pathetic is because i can’t stand up for myself if i say im stupid it’s because of my stupidity but it mostly is because im self controlled and get mood swings