Jesus christ this is gonna be long... But this whole quarantine thing is really affecting me. I've been so unmotivated lately all I want to do is sleep but I can't be left alone with my thoughts anymore. My relationship with my parents is not good. Every time I even talk to my mom it ends up with screaming and fighting. They want to move me to another school next year it's going to be in the city over which means I'll never see any of my friends again. I'm struggling with school because it's online now, and my parents are starting to give up on me. My depression is getting so bad lately I just want to pack up and leave and never look back. My anxiety is getting worse and worse, I'm having so many mental breakdowns and anxiety attacks but I can't tell anyone because I don't want anyone to care about me. I feel so alone right now