My uncle gave me cool little bunny plushy

https://ibb.co/wNNwZ0Tb 3 of them

I'm scared for the future -_-

Okonly half cus I'm excited to go back into society like a normal human being and to live with my friend but I'm also beyond terrified for my safety

Ughhhg I wanna say maybe I have grown some backbone from what's happened to me but no I doubt I doubt heavily and I'm scared cus of that ughh WHY DID GOD DECIDE TO MAKE ME VULNERABLE TO EVIL PEOPLE! I try my best to be a nice person I don't deserve dis.

I just want to help people u_u dats my number 1 goal BUT FOR SOME REASON the world must hate me idk i think there's something wrong with me thats why i freeze up but idk what it is SIGH oh well i don't need to worry about it right now i'm in my little bubble no one can hurt me physically tsk

Aww thx so kind

I personally think I'm quite good at helping people at times idk I just wish I could help more people there's so many people who are struggling in thr world who need support and that makes me sad . I think everyone deserves help especially in this generation where depression and suicidal ideation runs rampant

That sounds especially agitating to deal with though I couldn't imagine wanting to help people and then struggling to do so I kinda get it almost because despite me often succeeding with helping my friends there is a few issues that block me from helping fully and its either A: they don't listen or B: they live in an unhappy environment that they cannot leave and C: they have abusive or neglectful parents

Abusive parents are my worst enemy forever and always cus they get in the way of me helping my friends be happy cus they make my friends feel SAD and that makes me mad cus my friends deserve bettr

Let's kill them all🔪