No i do not want to poison you.

Ok sure i guess but heres some trigger warnings lmt

*r@pe *alc_h_l addiction *sm_king *dr_gs *deeply described g_re

So ur ok with that stuff?

Ok

I wasnt raped ever but its still a topic in my vents.

Ok um any questions

Ok

Well lemme explain whats going on then.

So when i was younger my dad exposed me to some pretty intense gore. He was having a lot of problems back then. I was pretty mich mildly abused by my mom and dad, the worst being thrown against a wall and also being spanked so much that my butt went black and blue. Other than that not much.

So i later found out that my dad didnt even want me, until now but im still confused why i wasnt aborted in that case.

And yes im physically ok now. They dont do that anymore.

And the gore didnt mentally effect me that much, it was almost like a vaccine. Thus being desensitised to gore nowadays.

But no i didnt tell anyone cuz its not actually gonna fix anything.

Well mostly theres another set of problems that recently happened.

And im sorry ur getting hate.

So recently, this one was half way on me but i got into furries about a year ago. So later i started wanting to physically be my fursona. And this is really personal stuff ive actually told nobody except an old friend of mine, but here goes. So i thought h_ng*ng myself was the way to do that, and i still do. So my friend, lets call her nova because that was the name of her fursona, said practically the same thing but way more simplified, and i thought i should tell her. Theres more to this but i wanna seem like im still online

So i told nova, then she told my principal, and oF cOuRSe she TolD mY mOM. Then boom boom. Instant conefinement since last year to not draw at all! Not wear my fursuit! Not craft! Wooooowww mom isnt fixing anyyythiiiing!!! Yyyeeeeeyyyy now im gonna hang myself on my nanas porch using a random piece of rope i found in our baaarrrrrnnn once i get back home after those fvcking fires are gooooonnnnnneeee! Goooodbbyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeee! :))))))

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Wait what?

Why not?