putting actual effort into art because im imagining me and my boyfriend as gay cowboys meeting at a bar and not knowing were gay yet

getting carried out of the bar by your friend, pretending to be a little more drunk than you actually are so he holds you closer. he holds your hand and your waist, you feel butterflies in you stomach. youre both flushed in the face, neither of you know its not just from the alcohol, both of you are hoping its not just from the alcohol. he brings you to his house since he doesnt know where you live. you fall asleep in the same bed. you want to live like this forever