nobody would tell you this and that yet no good things there no feelings no crying no smiling

i always think of that

just black im guessing yet it could be anything nobody knows

You wouldn't even notice your dead im just wasting my time rn i- idk its like a big choice if i should die or not is dying a good thing?

what if i kill myself? (no this isnt meant for attention or drama just typing bc yes.) basically nothing i wont see any sad faces to care abt

but how does anyone know? if we go somewhere else then nobody could have proof unless they die and would still be there to tell us :/