my mom walked out sobbing and she was like saying how its my fault how I need to wake up earlier like omg its 11am can you chill

and shes complaining about how I don't care like yes I actually don't care infact I wish I hadn't signed up for college so I wouldnt be obligated to be here right now and I could just go live somewhere else

I'm kinda fed up with everything o_o maybe I just do 1 year of college and then I killmyself so everyone feels bad and wishes they'd appreciated me more when I was alive

i would probably do it sooner if I had easy access to a gun but idk where my dad keeps it anyomore he moved it and I don't wanna slit my wrists cuz that'll take too long and wht if I start to regret it

ants got into my laxatives tch :/ thanks a lot cole

im still gonna take them its not that gross cuz its not a food and also I cant buy anymore rn and I'm trying to make them last EUHG I hate everythng

I need more I need to lose like 5 lbs xD because I need to buy new clothes for school and if I have to buy them in a size medium I think I'll slit like no joke

well maybe only 3 now I think I'm at 95 and I think I'd settle for 92 maybe esp since I've only got 8 days

nvm its 7 days

dude where can I buy some ****ing tapeworms T_T I hate everything these laxatives dnt do shit omg

actually idk why I'm freaking out that's still a full week I can definitely lose 5 lbs ez

Hai jordan I didn't see this thank you ily guys too