I've been moving in backward directions During astral projections I plaster my ass in the wall for attention I need faster connections Past is regret, I have flashed from the genesis If I didn’t care what my friends did Friends are pretend Wanna end when you get bit Get slick, get quick, wanna send shit Ends with a sniff, or a huff, or injection I can't handle rejection Seeing my reflection Damn, no one gets it Should I be kind and remind That i'm weak? So I fall behind every week? I’m too shy when the guys take a peek I cry from my eyes to my feet Stairs to the street From the gutters to the sea When I mutter in my sleep I say “mother never weep” My brother finds [?] I say “shut up ‘fore she sees” Another mother****ing trap Wonder when she weeps Wonder where she be Thunder on my teeth Spit natural disasters Guys on the cat Don't mess with the past tense You're testing the masters So I guess what the fact is My ex a bachelor Next, can they get big checks From the arts?