when someone says "I hate seeing you sad", they never will again. I will hide behind a happy face to make sure they never get as sad as me.. I feel better when I help people with their problems, it puts off the weight of my own.. I'm more fragile than you would think, but stronger than you would know. I'm going through more than just a bit of a bad mood, no matter what it looks like, and I break and fall down but I am still dealing with it even when I'm broken.. Sad and depression are two different things. I get sad sometimes, but I'm always depressed. Just because I hide behind a smile and don't look depressed doesn't mean I'm not. Everyone gets sad, but you always stay depressed once you get it, even when you hide behind happiness.. I prefer to laugh to keep me from crying even if the situation isn't funny. I make cruel jokes and horrible puns and laugh at things to keep me from crying.. When I say "I'm gonna do it", it doesn't always mean I've took up some stupid dare to entertain people..