i a d this friend M, she was a colorful girl and had so much things to say and things to do,I followed along becuase we got along, but one day she found a dead baby bird and started to cry but i didn't feel any sadness or fear. Just nothing but a normal emotion, but i didn't want to be a "weird" girl so i started fake crying just to seem sad even though i wasn't. It became a habit and i still copy emotions.