school's out
by:
Smokestar83 
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311
09.02.2023
17 comments
AwesomeEMKgiraffe
09.02.2023 23:29
LinkYou survived!
Smokestar83[OP]
09.02.2023 23:31
Linkand thank god i f^cking did! without crying at that :,[
AwesomeEMKgiraffe
09.02.2023 23:33
LinkOh my freaking god. That’s rough. Really. Mood swings are so weird- one moment you’re fine the next mad at the world for who knows why. I hope that everything between your boyfriend, your friends and you can smooth over. If you said something you regret, apologize. If it doesn’t fix everything it helps at lead y
Smokestar83[OP]
09.02.2023 23:38
Linkthanks ^^ and i did apologize, maybe to much but who cares, and everything's all good between us! everyone was really understanding and most my friends know how bad of mood swings i can get, so they were pretty mentally prepared(i hope)
everything is better for the most part and i'm only mad at myself at this point, and it's all cause i'm too incompetent.... but really i have A LOT of issues with my ADHD.... i space out a lot and reading things that are important dont always stick with me, sometimes they never stick
AwesomeEMKgiraffe
10.02.2023 00:34
LinkI’m sorry
Smokestar83[OP]
10.02.2023 00:37
Linkit's alright..... i just wish that some people were a bit more understanding....
ok so i didn't really explain why i was so angry earlier...... so here:
ok, so first off, i was unable to finish VERY needed notes that i needed to complete for any points on them at all!(which is EXTREMELY unfair) secondly, when i class was done and i was having a VERY LONG moment(almost 3 periods worth) of anger, i was speaking to EVERYONE with a terrible mood still residing in me.... one of those people being my boyfriend! and they weren't talking to me(or trying to) so i was extremely mad at myself because i thought that i had upset them deeply..... which then made me even angrier at myself!
so then i talked to them at lunch and everything was fine after all that.... but i stil feel terrible because the due date for those notes and the newspaper that we were doing in SS was today :[
Well I'm proud of you for being so strong!
It's okay to feel like that sometimes
If it helps, you can ask a friend or something about their notes and take your time to copy them down at home. I always say it's better for it to be in later than not at all
thanks.... also it's pretty hard to do work at home when i'm always being pestered to ask my parents or someone else a question that i already asked my teacher(which normally gets answered in an even more confusing way) and i can't make up that damn assignment... at all...
they never really listen to me..... and i know for a fact that my science teacher will never listen to the fact that nobody learns the same :,]
but really teachers at my school aren't understanding of disabilities unless told before the kid entered their classroom for the first time ^^💢
i've tried asking for help but, honestly, all subjects but math are way to difficult for me... and i don't want to burden my friends with too many questions, cause i know how annoying i can get and i don't want anyone to be mad at me
thanks ^^
and i'm pretty relaxed because after my 7th period, art class <3, i had some time to paint and cool down ^^