This may be because I speculate that people dislike me more than they do like me, so it's more believable that they hate you rather than the latter I may have some sort of semi severe paranoia thing going on here that cant be good

I say. "Semi" severe because yes, it affects my life but not in the "I dont feel safe stepping a foot outside" way. More like in the "I'm in a new place I need to find potential exits, places to hide, and a thing I can use to defend myself." Way Like please tell me someone understands what I mean It isnt detrimental to my health or well being, but it doesnt necessarily assist it either. It leaves you kinda? Balancing on a tightrope?

Damn Going to bed at 1am again guys I'm so cool (I probably have insomnia)

I'm the realest ikik