but i might be batshit insane at this point if im noticing something so fvcking small which could be a pattern

its something i never talk about to fvcking anyone- basically the type of thing that only you should know about

and ive never talked to anyone about it- since i feel like im fvcking losing it if i speak about it

but basically- i'll say it anyway since who tf actually looks at this

so i remember about 9 months ago now i liked a girl- for about 2 weeks until i realized thats a fvcking stupid idea since i only met her about 2 months before

and then- i was in a relationship which also lasted 2 weeks- i didnt like the person i was dating at fvcking all since obviously she was fvcking insane

but why 2 weeks? it might be a pattern? who am i to say it is because it's only happened twice