i haven’t rearranged my room yet but i did put my furniture tg

ima jus wait til tmr to rearrange my room

well not tmr later on today

i cant wait for the rest of my clothes nd shit to get here cuz i did order a lot of stuff cuz i do have money to spend

savin most of it tho

i got myself a binder for the first ever time cuz my goddamn boobs keep wantin to grow i originallu wasnf gon get a binder but they started back growin all a sudden so now its a necessity for my sanity

lowksy i might be genderfluid i been questionin it a lot lately cuz like i said i do be goin from wantin to be a man to wantin to be a woman to wantin to be both to wantin to be neither nd it repeats not in that same order tho

mainly questionin it now cuz i feel like a fem queen but ik i wont feel like bein a girl for too long…. week at most rlly

also found out i might be lesbian but like romantic attraction only not sexual nd honestly yea it does make sense

like when i was datin my ex i remember wishin he was a woman instead of a man several times nd i usually dont find men attractive at all like most men just dont look good to me along wit the fact that like idk yall kno trippin out right? yea wheneved i see a men do that shit i get scared like it looks scary asl to me

it look like he gon pop of the screen nd chase me nd ion like that but when women do it i like it it’s mesmerizing

yea im gay as shit

im hungry too what should i eat

wait what do you call nonbinary ppl who likes girls nd girls ONLY!!!! NO BOYS!!! cuz im nonbinary but questionin if im henderfluid

genderfluid* fck

goddamn tiktok vid stuck in my head https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThNq9MUf/

ts was repeatin in my head on repeat as i was puttin my furniture tg nd babysittin at the same damn time

was bouta try nd gts but then i remembered the time my mama tried to clown me for thinkin i was trans back when i was 13 sayin that shes glad i grew to like bein a girl whole time im nonbinary nd every time i go on the internet somewhere where you cant see my face nd shit im a man

just embarrassed herself it just pissed me tf off cuz first of all tf you tryna make a fool outta me for in the first place nd i knew i couldn’t just say oh ma im still the same way kinda im just nonbinary now cuz rhen that btch will flip

she did that shit infront of my whole family too

i cant gts for shitttttt bro i was just dozin off then my mama come in my room nd asked me to help her wit sumn so i did then i laid back down nd i hear sb screamin loud asl outside so i got tf up i thought sb was gettin hurt

ima be honest i thought it was an ice raid since my neighborhood got hella hispanic nd latino ppl here but it wasnt thankfully it was a girl yellin at this dude cuz he done took her phone

ohhh okay thank ya

thank yaa