Tell me it isn't my fault
by:
Clouded-Stars 
20
20
03.05.2020
13 comments
Firuza
03.05.2020 02:42
LinkIt isn’t your fault darling, you did nothing wrong!
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Clouded-Stars[OP]
03.05.2020 02:43
LinkDo you know? Have you known? What have I done to make me feel as though I'm drowning within myself?
Clouded-Stars[OP]
03.05.2020 02:45
LinkShe didn't hurt me. She made me a better human. But I killed her. I ended her life. I sacrificed her out of my own selfish needs.
Firuza
03.05.2020 02:54
LinkYou didn’t do anything wrong. Don’t blame yourself it was their choice. You’re not only a good person you’re a darling. The Roman senate forgives you. Maybe your special someone is watching you from heaven, feeling like going down there, giving you a great big hug. Well look you’ll join her one day. Early or soon, you’ll see her one day. I love you
Clouded-Stars[OP]
03.05.2020 02:55
LinkI hope so. Thank you. I need to seep.
Firuza
03.05.2020 02:56
LinkDon’t forget that I love you foo
Firuza
03.05.2020 02:56
LinkToo
Tell me I did no wrong
Tell Me I'm good
Tell me I'm a good person
Tell me the Dieties forgive me
Tell me what I want to hear
please.
I beg for my life in clusters of tears.
Bottle them up, and let them create oceans of pain.
Nothing survives in the dead sea of tears.
Help.
It's over.
Everything I've done has killed my spirit
No more smiles
No more laughs
No more Self love.
Please understand its not your fault. Though I do not believe in any religion; you practicing Satanism is not what ended her life. Whenever somebody kills themselves that is their choice. It is always their choice. You did nothing. It is truly not you fault.
I'm very sorry that she ended up doing something like that. Nobody should ever feel like ending themselves is the only choice. But seriously, it is not your burden to carry for the rest of your life.
Please don't ever feel sorry for letting out your emotions. Clearly this was something you've been needing to let go of. I hope you feel better soon. I'm very sorry for all that happened.