idk..i just feel like i need to calm down and be happy instead but irl im getting more depressed because of my parents and i have a brother who bullied me in the past..and he calls me niglet,stupid,loser,weirdo,and some more and when my dad almost choked me he acted like he always wanted to.....and my mom thinks im falling school..and she is acting like my brother,and i just feel like they hate me..

um- the baby thing was a joke -w-

... i dont really know...

i just realized that my b-day is soo close(feb 19)

thx :D