every time i present myself to be pretty nd shit i feel more uncomfortable than when i present myself the way i want to even if i wanna be pretty nd shit

like

whenevr i be pretty i get more attention both good nd bad nd i dont like it i like bein myself more even if thats not whay other ppl like so everyone take this as a sign to be yourself okay gn

im bouta piss all on the floor

im not to going sleep

should i go nd read sum of my older talkposts like the posts i made that wasnt from this week

it takes me 2 days to forget the shit i said onna post like this where im just talkin

wtf do i be tb in my posts

i just read one of my older talkposts is this how yall feel when yall stumble across a post from me wit 40+ commenfs of me just sayin shit???😭

me some random day in october 2025 makin a post abt how much i hate the sound geese make

actually idk if if was october bc i been deleted that post but i remember it clear as day

i remember me layin in my bed at like 10 or 11pm that night typin up a storm abt how the sound geese make is so annoyin

nothing but darkness surrounded my phone nd thumb as i complained abt the sound geese make

every time i walk past a mirror i get surprised not cuz my ass gettin fatter but i keep forgettin i got a new bonnet

i got me a burgundy bonney its so pretty

i like the color on my skin i might dye my hair burgundy one day

only thing ion like abt this bonnet tho is that its small. idk why but im havin horrible luck when it comes to bonneys every time i get one thinkin it’ll be big enough for me its not

i need an extra large bonnet my hair long asf already nd its gettin longer as we speak

only reason i can fit my hair in the bonney i got on rn cuz i got my hair in 8 big ass braids nd it will stay in them braids for the next 6 months

/hj

not 6 months maybe a month or 2 or whenever i do actually feel like doin my hair which wouldnt be anytime soon

i tb hair a lot lemme stop

i miss the salad i had in the fridge that i was gonna make before my mama made us theow the whole fridge out💔💔

i woke up yesterday morning thinkin abt a salad….

i-i was r-r-really cr-craving a s-salad g-g-guys…..

almosy said gays instead of guys but i wasnt wrong either way

all yall gay. you gay, you gay, you gay

everyone is gay

sometimes i feel like i havent matured past the age of 14 nd its rlly a problem

how to make yourself mentally grow up

im a whole ass adult now literally 18yrs old nd still actin like a child

im blamin flipanim for me bein immature for my age

glasses not on i was def seein shit #sorrydude

flipanim givin me a captcha right after i said im blamin them for me bein immature theyre silencin me

“im blaming flipanim for me bein immature for my age” nd i got bot allegations😭😭✌️

they dont want me to tell my survivors story

do anyone here remember me back in 2020 bein edgy nd nihilistic if so forget it for my sake pls😁

randomly rememberin a vent i made back in 2020 that i was bein so angry nd aggressive in it like omg calm tf down

why was i doin all that😭😭 wtf

then again tho all my posts in 2020 aside from the ones where id post a bg then type out my story in the comments were all like that vent or not

me back in 2029 makin posts where im just angry nd pessimistic all day every day

2020* oopsie daisy

you good😭