I shouldn't care

But I'd rather it be told to my face

God I just want to hate everyone right now but I really need validation

but I don't want to bother anyone either -_-

I kinda just dont wanna be alive rn idk I haven't taken my meds today probably why

I feel like I just want everyone I care about to be as far away from me as possible because all I do is cause problems and I don't know how to keep my big ****ing mouth shut

I did see her as a friend idk I just thought I annoyed her and she wouldn't care if I broke contact anyways but I gues it hurt her more than I realized I'm so ****ing stupid

aw thx devvy hug

thank u dev I just ufujdhfj idk I feel bad talking to people about my srs problems or emotions or whatever I'm just kinda spewing out my thoughts rn XD

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THX DEV squeezes u.until u pop

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THX JUMLARE I forgot your names agin

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aw thx ur awesoem 2 star

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