Its not you its me
by:
Bunny32016 
163
163
12.03.2018
17 comments
Bunny32016[OP]
12.03.2018 01:55
LinkIma Dick. Im sorry
no no, im sorry bunny, it was probably none of my business and i should have probably kept to myself
Okay.... But .... I could hurt you if I quit talking to you right? Im not going to
bunny.........iv been hurt time and time again, I could tell you countless stories, of people that I care about, dieing just to figure out they at one time were terrible people, people that mentally and physically abuse me every day since I was born, people who constantly tell me white lies just for the fun of it, people that around me are just crule twards everyone else
And i relate to making other people happy because you dont want them to have the same hurt and sorrow as you
I want to be there for you, but I bottle myself up so I dont break you worse
bunny that's my point, I can't be broken anymore, iv become resistant to all the abuse, I found some way to put a smile on myself and others, I may have gone insane achieving this immunity, but at least I'm still alive, at least I'm not abusing myself, at least I'm still on this earth, even though it would make sense for me to have left it long ago