Tomorrow they are having one and both of my cousins are still upset with me and are telling me they eill not be mad at me if i apologize whivh my mom said not to do cause they are in the wrong and my whole family even says so Ig i will just hang out with my boy cousins since they arent mean

Why do girls gaslight me so much

I cant begin to say how many people i have apologized to that i can see now were actually in the wrong I just always make excuses for people and try to convince myself it was my fault even if i didnt do anything

Like how a friend got mad at me for doing something stupid that she thought was funny in 2nd grade and i ended up apologizing for it even though it was years ago and she just wanted something to be mad at me for

Or when my grandmother that isnt a manipulative hag died and then someone that very day was venting to me and i said i couldn't take it then so i told them to talk to someone else and they told people that i told them to fuvk off when they said they wanted to hurt themselves and then i ended up apologizing for not being able to listen to that at the time

I told them my grandmother died and that i wasnt mentally able to hear that stuff at the time and they went and talked shit saying they hope she is in hell or soemthing

She didnt say that to me she said to to her friend who told me