Comfort piece (/pos rant)
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kitty-dawg-uwu[OP]
16.07.2023 02:35
Linkfirst of all
LISTEN TO THIS FCKUCKING PLAYLIST
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ipxqfd4IjuE
IT MAKES M E SO HAPPY I SWEAR TO GOD
anyways
I just broke of my gfs, to some this is a bad thing but to me its rather good!
1. I dont think i actually was..attracted to them romantically at all. I can only tell because when my gfs would give me any sort of like..affection i'd feel uncomfy. That may be bcuz i grew up w/o it, but it just..unsettled me.
2. this feels hypicritical and very selfish to say, but i dont want to be insulted and yelled at for feeling bad for it because its "her love languege". I want to be told that I'm loved, not that i'm a stupid mutt, y'know?
kitty-dawg-uwu[OP]
16.07.2023 02:37
LinkI've generally never been so happy abt being single b4!! and i want to keep it that way. if i ever have a relationship like that? then..i guess i just want to feel cared for and loved. I dont want to cry all night because my gf made me feel horrible for existing, saying the wrong thing, or just worrying abt her.
ugh i feel selfish for saying this stuff, but its what i want..and i cant rly change that
kitty-dawg-uwu[OP]
16.07.2023 02:38
LinkI'm deffinately in a better place now though, i'm spending more time 2 get 2 know myself + doing more things that i enjoy!!
plus i dont feel horrible for doing something "wrong" so im all good!
how's everyone tonight? :3