no i dont wanna break up its just i always feel that the closer someone gets to me the more they hate me and im sorry i didnt mean to assume ill just shut up and go back to my corner im sorry. i love u so much and im sorry i feel bad now ill just go back to my corner and cry bc im ugly fat my skin is weird and disgusting and im sorry that my brain doesnt work im trying my best to be a good bf and i dont ever feel like im enough.... And ig when it seemed like u were being dry it just kinda made me believe it....im sorry i love u so much and was just trying to make sure u were okay....

i really am sorry im just- im just really over protective and i like ppl to know that ur mine and im urs and ig wit that whole poly thing it messed wit my head ive been really overthinking it and im sorry i shouldnt put stuff like that on u thats not being a very good bf ill be better i promise. *puts myself in the corner for being a bad bf (im gonna be in this corner for awhile by the looks of it)*

and dont feel like its ur fault. Its not its mine i just got my head to wrapped round the fact that ur polly and my anxiety took over.....im sorry for making it sound like i wanna break up i dont i truly dont i love being with u and im sorry but ur with a boi who has major anxiety problems and im sorry if im too much but i love u so much and i hope u can see that since i go outta my way to show u love and get on for u i love u so much

sorry for blowing this post up but i needed to tell u everything and get it off my chest so this doesnt happen again...and heres this post if ur intrested in another apoligy if u dont want to read it its fine i get it i tend to really over think everything and i tend to over apoligize for everything

ilyt and its okay but i do truly love u