but the important thing is, even though I never got recognition for my BEST WORK,i'm not going to let it bring me down or stop me from continuing to create animations that excel the quality level of most 'animations' on this site. i can still be proud. let this be a message to everyone, don't let the higher up's opinion affect how you feel about your work, never let it stop you from doing what you like. never stop moving forward. i might delete this anim later if too much controversy springs up.