2017 was one of the worst years of my life. alot of stuff happened that i wont mention because it doesnt matter. in 2017, i started roleplaying on youtube livestreams, i was really into undertale then(still am) this character drawn above is my oldest OC. shes named after me

one day, i was on a live stream that i visited daily(im close friends with the streamer, im moderator on the stream, have been since 2017 ^^) someone wanted to rp with me, me being polite and bored, said okay. we rped for a bit.. then we moved to google hangouts, started getting to know each other more and soon started a relationship.

we called, and they somehow convinced me they were a guy. then one day they sent me a picture of themself, and i was like oh shit im gay

well, it was more of "bisexual" soon started to get attracted to people in general, which made me realize i was pansexual. and honestly. that relationship ruined my life

no, i dont hate her. yes, im still 'friends' with her. she lives in chicago. but we drifted apart after a while. the realtionship was just toxic itself. and i dont miss it, we fought alot and hurt each other alot, so after a bit we decided to break up. yeah i was hurt, she was my first girlfriend. but it was for the best. and trust me, ive become so much more happier with her out of my love life. ive found someone much better than her.