Call me on hangouts please.

It was stupid to even comment anyway. I know what I said was harsh in the first comment, but Mads, you really do care to me. I just got so mad because cloud and furry resembled our friendship. I thought you were just gonna break it off like it would be ours. And yeah, what I said about Gillian was rude as hell, but I’m so jealous and full of salt you don’t even know. I’m not joking when I say I can cry over seeing you And Gillian together, because I can. I feel as I feel she has stepped in and took my place, even if you didn’t think that was what it was. I know I can talk to you when I can, but I feel as if you would just not care? I have no idea. I just didn’t think we were friends in the first place when we broke apart.

1. You said it first, and if you didn’t want your friend to push me down, you would have stopped her at “Hi *****, I’m your replacement.” Whoosh, that started some tears. 2. I look up to Trin. She’s gone through a lot of the shit I’ve gone through, you know who inspired me to tell my mom that I was almost raped when I was 11? Trin. Sure, she can be rude as frick sometimes, but she’s ALWAYS honest, which is why she seems rude, so excuse me for wanting at least ONE persons honest input on what kind of person I a,

I give up trying to get back together. I’m trying to actually make this right because im not ready to loose another person I care about. I don’t want to loose you, Mads.. I’m sorry, I’m sorry Imsorry. Please.

Don’t give up. This is my way of trying to make it right. I don’t just forgive, I need to have understanding behind the whole thing first. And I’m trying to understand.

Or just.. you know, give up :/

I I don’t know

<3