jk.

foids don't exist every girl is a beautiful angel

i m so sad my girlfriend was talking to me yesterday but I wa so tired I had to go to sleep so I missed out on talking to her

I'm going home because I'm sick again bro it hasn't even been two weeks and I'm sick an I'm still trying to get all my work together and my friends are gonna be mad that I'm missing school again but I'm so sick my nose is running I'm coughing like crazy. And my throat hurts and I have so much headache is it possible that I got mono again but how

i feel like a miserable annoying hopeless nihilist I can't stop crying over every thing happening in America it's too much for me

i keep talking to myself like it just happens im going mental

i want my mom to hold me and tell me it will be ok but she supports everything that's happening

i didn't eat dinner yesterday or anything really my mom made a whole meal and it looked so good but I just couldn't eat andi couldn't eat today either well i did kinda my mom. Made me toast and scrambled eggs but I could only eat the toast because that's all ive been able to stomach

im constantly in pain or exhausted Im so upset and scared I keep seeing posts about people killing disabled kids and I can't stop crying

i feel so alone because none of my friends are disabled so they don't really get it when Im super emotional about this kind of stuff I think I'm still processing my diagnosis

or they say stuff because they don't understand that I work differently and they can't rlly understand that well my friend said something to me about it and it was so put of pocket and it made me sad and then the next day I mentioned having adhd and it seemed like something clicked in his brain like he forgot about that

whenever I make new friends I'm scared they're going to hate me if I tell them Im autistic or act differently to me I don't want to be babied or anything and it kinda sucks because it's happened before or if they don't they don't understand that I work differently and then I'm explaining it and they're like it's not an excuse like yea maybe if I ran you over and blamed it on that it wouldnt be an excuse but I literally just said something in the wrong tone without realizing and you thought I was trying to be rude and I'm explaining that I wasnttrying to be rude

im trying to be more aware of what I say because I think I'm too honest with my opinion on things like if my friend shows me a shirt I'm like that shirt looks ugly (and it actually was ugly and all my other friends agreed but still) so ig I'm just working on not doing that

but I'm also not good at lying about liking things like I'll stutter trying to think of a positive word tobuse and then my tone is very obviously unsure so they can catch I'm lying about it pretty quickly

pls why is a bo Burnham song trending

can we just forget aabout Bo burnhams existence I'm so tired.

that's life

it's ok I don't *****jerker

dont you fret