As many of you all know i live in Tennessee. Tonight we had a terrible storm to the point where we actually created a fvcking tornado, isnt that great.

Rn all i know of is 30+ deaths from the storm at the moment. Ive never felt the feeling i felt tonight, i felt so damn scared i couldnt even move and everytime i said something i sounded like a snobby 4 year old whining about his fvcking lollipop.

Im really d@mn scared and i know itll be fine i get all the sh1t your gonna fvcking say but i just have this fear its gonna happen again and im not gonna fvcking wake up which isnt even what im scared of. Im fine with me being the one that dies, im fvcking suicidal anyways, but my family idk, i hate them for all the sh1t they've done but not enough to not be scared for them in this sh1t situation.

im having a panic attack and i just wanted to let you know there is a slight itty bitty chance that i wont wake up tommorow.

for more info if your interested in what could be the death of me lmao here is the link to some info on it: https://www.msn.com/en-us/weather/topstories/weather-updates-davidson-sumner-wilson-under-tornado-warning-until-4-15-a-m/ar-AARGoyB?ocid=uxbndlbing for example its only 4:48 for me.