after me and my bf had to go back to being long distance its like something died ive been struggling badly to find a job at all and i cant make any money or anything its been a week now and all ive done is lay in bed and maybe play some video games, but he hasnt contacted me since then. it genuinely sucks, even when i was there. his friends think im "rachet" or "redneck" purely because i grew up poor and my mannerisms are different and keep trying to get him to go out and try and mess around with other women and stuff and it just feels like i constantly need to prove myself to these people that i belong and that i do belong with my boyfriend and deserve him or whatever. he surrounds himself with people who are successful, but i get pushed out of the picture when hes there. i spent the last 3 years helping this guy become a better person and i helped him get a job and taught him how to groom himself and now im being thrown aside like GIUYERFSGIU EGIUT i shouldve just stuck to myself and improved mys