yeah im sorry im gonna vent here lmao. this year was extremely hard bc my mom's cancer got worse and everything just fell apart. For the last 2 months, i think, she was felling really bad but the big problem came 2 weeks ago when she got pneumonia. I didn't think it was that bad bc she had been going in ad out of the hospital for quite a bit, i thought it was the same as always but at the end she didnt make it. Last time we spoke was before the doctors put her to sleep, she was really scared and crying bc she didn't know if she was going to wake up again... she was asleep for some days and then passed away on christmas. i just dont know what to do, it hasnt been that long since my pet and my grandma died like,,, i haven't even recovered from that and now its all so much worse idk i dont even care if what i said makes sense, i dont speak english, maybe ill vent more later

Thank u all for the good replies<3<3 love u