I am going to my first pool party and um *cough* I suck at swimming, (theres gonna be horses) I'm terrified of horses, and I have social anxiety. I was super exited last night so I only got 4 of the reccomended 9 1/2 Hours of sleep for my age. And I need to do yardwork before I go. soo idk wot to do. I can't cancel or my friends will be mad at me and call me a pussy.