i was born with retardus simplusexuaso it make me cough up blood and ppl say i gonna die soon somehow my parents were never aware they never take me 2 doctor i got my diagonosis from teh internet bc i aligned with all the stuff so i must have it i had pretty normal life except ofr hthat im now like 12 and im bullied at school a lot i wanna die n my life sucks a lot help please