i said some things i shouldn't have, and that's because i was just, i don't know, a bit hurt.. i was having a mental breakdown when i said those things and i am SO sorry.. no, you didn't deserve to be treated the way your mom treated you.. but i do. i deserve what my mom is doing to me. i never meant to make you feel bad about yourself. i never meant to say the things i did. i can't explain how much of a bad person i am, but you should know. i am ****ed up in the head, and that's all i'll ever be..