I like to cut myself with anything sharp i find People like to aviod because of how i look Im not a person that will be happy with how i look I think of my self as a ugly person I cant think right I have gory thoughts I try to hurt myself every day I cant do anything right Im hard on myself I cant ask for help I cry everyday because of how i think I have dreams about the world withput me and everyone being happy I think the world would be better without me I always think that my friends are trying to avoid me