The fact that were even still talking after today is completely nutty. Im living proof that hes willing to put himself through the ringer for no reason

I do not deserve this man

The title is about me for the record

I need time in a psych ward he needs a healthy relationship. He needs someone stable in his life who doesn't constantly self-flagellate and self-sabotage everything. He needs fresh air and friends and freedom. He needs to chew me out and protect himself. I dont know how to treat anybody properly and i run away when i get pissed off and feel like my values are not being reflected back at me 1 to 1. But for some reason he cant seek my guidance out on that front he has to ?? Do it all himself and somehow manage to meet me where im at which is virtually impossible because im delusional

Ughhh and this is the other problem too because instead of coming to him and saying like. All this shit to his face im running my fingers onthis stupid website again