Stupid reason to apologize really. What am I apologizing to you for ? Having problems ? Not putting up with your problems or helping you with yours ?

Sometimes I wish I could just tell you to shut up. Just like how you ignore my small calls for help. Asshole.

I hate you I ****ing hate you. But I cant be serious right ? Of course not. I’m obsessed with you. I hate you at the same time.

I don’t think cutting myself for you who can barely take the sight of blood is love. It’s not. I hate you. You ruined all my possible love I could give out. You got annoying, you got loving but most importantly you got distant.

I should start asking to leave the class. No way am I gonna keep doing it during class under the table. I rather do it in the sink in the bathroom. Away from him, so he doesn’t try to stop me. I’m sick of this shit.