she fakes her laughs when she is in zoom.. she is crying when muted or quiet... she is cutting her soft and brusied arms

when she shows her face its all clean. to deserve. she uses makeup and hides. she isn't crying then because she doesn't wanna hurt anyone.

then. she gets forgotten. thrown away.

her poor little heart is weak. "but blue its not on purpose. blue its ok"

but when is it ok.

delete delete delete. i dont need yall.

"BUT BLUE IM HERE" NO THE **** YOUR NOT! IF YOU WHERE HERE THEN WHY CANT I SEE YOU!?

IM LOST IM MY OWN HEAD. IM ****ING TIRED OF BEING LIKE THIS. I HAVENT TAKEN MY MEDICINE

BUT THE MEDICIAN DOESNT WORK

I DONT GET IT. WHY. WHY DO YALL FORGET ME. I DONT FORGET YALL YK.

IK IM DELETING YALL BUT JFC.

JUST SHUT UP OK. GET OUT MY HEAD. ILL TALK WITH YALL WHEN I ****ING FEEL LIKE IT OK

now the only person i wanna talk with rn is sherio.

do you have snapchat or something i can like vc you with

priv anim please,, ill vc when i get home.