from a shitty ELA class
56 comments
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 15:43
LinkI’m quarantined in school again
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 15:44
Linkwow
how many times are you gonna be quarantined?
also
this may be a weird question
but how do you tell if you like someone?
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 15:46
Link1. I mean I’m waiting for the school to give me the green light so I can go to class
2. Uhm you just have a feeling I guess. Like you happy to talk to them and whenever you have the time the person u like is the first person you talk to I guess? That or if you shy about talking to them then it’s just a butterfly feeling. UwU
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 15:47
Link1. i see
2. well, then i think i might have a crush on a classmate
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 15:48
Link2. Oooooo really? 0w0
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 15:49
Linkyea, it feels weird tho
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 15:51
LinkOh? Why’s that
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 15:53
Linkive never felt like this before
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 15:54
LinkOh. Aren’t u dating someone already?
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 15:55
Linkonline yes
but i dont know anymore
im not used to this kind of thing
i just dont know
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 15:56
LinkOh.* huggo *
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 15:57
Link*huggo*
is it weird to not understand this kind of thing?
i mean, it seems like everyone else knows what its like
but, i havent
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:03
LinkNo it’s not weird.
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:05
Linkits just
ive had cluster****s with my emotions before, mainly with sadness, but this is different
but what do i do now? do i just sit back and stay quiet or do i confess?
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:07
LinkWell uhh first. How well do you know them?
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:07
Linki just met her this year
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:08
Linkso im not sure
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:10
LinkOh what made you have a crush on her?
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:21
Linki dont know honestly
her great personality?
how she goes along with my weirdness?
i dont know
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:24
LinkHmmm okie. Well I think you should get to know her more. Have conversations with her. Small talk
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:24
Linkwhat do i talk to her about?
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:27
LinkWho does she like?
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:28
Linkidk
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:30
LinkI meant to say what does she like
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:32
Linkall i can remember is mexican food
but i dont really know anything else
i dont know
im gonna go crazy over this
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:34
LinkOh my. Uh Mexican food 0w0 I don’t eat much Mexican food. All I know are tacos and burritos and taquitos and that’s it. Maybe she likes Mexican candy idk 0w0
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:35
LinkI might just sit back and just exist
and try to keep my emotions quiet like i usually do
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:36
Link0-0 whyyyy
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:40
Linkcuz i overthink bad endings to shit in everyday life
and emotions dont help me with that
i just have always tried to keep a wall up for my emotions
its kept me going so far
but I want to break it down
but i dont want to lose that security
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:44
LinkOhhhh
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:46
Linkwhy am i crying over this
i dont understand anymore
i want my security yet i dont
i want someone to love yet im worried i wont get anyone
i dont know how to handle my emotions because of my walls
i dont know what to do
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:47
LinkWait your crying?! * tight huggo *
It’s ok to not understand. You will find someone. And I’m here to help whenever you need it.
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:53
Link*hugs back*
i-i just need to put my walls back up until the end of school
but how do i put my walls back up if im in such an emotional cluster f*ck
i dont know how much longer i can go
my walls are breaking and i dont know what to do
what do i do now?
do i just let my emotions out? do i lock them back up?
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:54
Link* tight huggo * never keep you emotions in. If you need a moment. Go to the restroom and take a moment for yourself.
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 16:57
Linki dont want to bother the teacher
why do emotions have to be so finnicky
im just going to rp, where i can keep control of emotions easily
gods im terrible
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 16:57
Link* huggo * no u not terrible. Emotions can suck ik that. But please if u need a moment then that’s fine.
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 17:00
Linkbut i am terrible
i constantly sit back and watch when youre all upset, but yet here you are trying to help me
I constantly just want to escape into something i can control, whether it be a video game, or rping
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 17:02
Linkis there something wrong with me?
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 17:02
Link* huggo * ur not terrible,
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 17:03
LinkNo there isnt
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 17:05
Link....
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 17:09
LinkYour perfect the way u are
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 17:10
Link*huggo*
what should i do?
i dont trust my own judgement anymore
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 17:17
Link* tight huggo *
What do u mean? With your crush or that wall?
Maybe just take a moment to breathe and calm down.
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 17:18
Linkjust, all of it
all of my waste of an existence
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 17:22
LinkYour not a waste of an existence.
For your crush try just by saying hi and how are you and small stuff like that.
And that wall uhm I’m thinking on that,
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 17:23
Linksure feels like it tho
alright
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 17:25
LinkYou ain’t. Ok? * huggo *
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 17:29
Linkok *huggo*
thank you for helping me when I never do the same to you, or rainy, or paw
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 17:32
LinkNo prob! I’m you mother too and friend so why wouldn’t I help, I care for all my friends, UwU
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 17:33
Linkbut i never help you?
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 17:34
LinkIk 0w0 and it’s ok
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 17:34
Linkyou sure?
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 17:35
LinkMhm
Scorptheoc[OP]
04.11.2021 17:36
Linkthank you
*huggo*
Queen-PufPuf
04.11.2021 17:37
LinkNo prob son * huggo *