i might not be on here as much as but i will get on when i can

examples if you dont know when i have been dissapointed when me and aiden were in a relationship i actually though he had changed but no he just got worse and i chose not to see because i am nieve when i thought the guy i like actually like me back and then doesn't even acknolegde me when i say hi when i thought my sister could trust me and not snitch i am tired of dissapointment and i am tired of not being who i am around the people who actually care about me i do not cuse alot i dont like the whole slut and hoe business i dont like sleeping around with guys i dont like cheating i dont like people who are constantly pointing out other peoples flaws to take the attention of themselves i am smart nice i am there for people when they need it i am loyal to one guy when in a relationship i have a guy best friend named lane and we dont like eachother like people think we have known each other since kindergarten and hes like a brother to me

i just want to be able to go to my house go to school go to the store and not feel like i dont belong i know i say what people say doesn't hurt me but alot of it does hurt like one time in science i almost broke down in tears when tristian decided it was fun to say i am not smart and i am an annoying bird that sits on his window sil what people say about me some of it i can just brush off my should but eventually it hurts me and i can't stand even in band i started crying in marching band because kelsey sias and maddie and every one else mad fun of me and yelled at me because i couldn't move my fingers as fast as the tempo was playing i was standing in formation crying and when people asked what was wrong i could tell them because they would just hurt me more

thank you brianna it nice to know that you alexis and fiona and tasia will always be there for me