Ok lil vent time I feel like I've been nothing but good and nice and there for anyone who needs it. I have been feeling very stressed and alone and drained of energy yet I still draw because it makes me happy and makes you guys happy but I've been feeling like it's not enough because the drawings I spend hours on don't get notice as much. I know it sounds selfish and you can tell me about it but I wish my art was being noticed more. I feel like barely anything happy happened to me so far, even my most recent event or whatever is upsetting me, I feel like I've been cursed or something. I've been trying to be happy, and alive like people want me to be, but I can't hold on to this feeling anymore, it's making mad. I can't keep hold back on this feeling. I've been trying to draw everyday and talk to you guys. I've been listening to songs to calm myself and not break down, but it's hasn't been working, I've been so nice and happy so far and I don't know why I'm feeling like this.

I know no one is really gonna care but I had to let it out...

The thing I have been patient, for years in fact. After I post a drawing I feel like it's stupid and no one would want to look at it, but i don't delete it because there's always a chance but I never get that chance