I'm leaving you blocked because **** you. But I've been in your situation before, I'm dating someone who's lived your situation for years with no escape before, he is still effected by it to this day. That shit you're letting back in??? Not good for you!!! They ditched your ass for someone they just met, they've used you, they're an awful person, you seem smart enough to know better and to get out of that. You need to save yourself before you become their next victim, more so than you already have. Or dont, just sit in their torment until it breaks you and you lose everyone because of them. It's yourchoice, I'm only trying to help. Anyways, tires af gn -Jane Doe