walking into your disgusting room and lay inyour bed and sleep for hours for no reason because you jsut dont want to think about anything and youre tired after doing a simple task and your room is littered wirh cans and dishes even on the floor on your desk on your bedside table on your shelf and theres tissues all over your floor and you just wonder what you could do to make everyone like you and wonder what is really right in wrong in this world and wonder if you are real and wishing you were a spectator instead of being apart of this world and you dont feel human and nobody will understand you and you feel like you arent even alive and you are wearing someones skin and you shouldnt be here thabks for listening to ny ted talk hope everyone can relate to this guys