Umm I just want my phone bavk that’s literally all I wabt I wish they had a different consequence or something cuz all of this wasn’t worth it i don’t know why i did it I wish I didn’t have to act this way whenever I don’t have the person who means the most to me I FEEL DRAMATIC this isn’t normal and I’ve been refusing help since I started this habit

I don’t really care about getting better I don’t know I just want him back pls That was like my distract From all of this and they knew it My aunt and uncle knew full well what would’ve happened if they took that away from me and they still did it What confuses me is why do they act like they care and then do it

They’re the reason for all of this I’ve been fine without them why do they want to help me so bad when it’s literally their fault and they know what helps me It’s a simple solution but I forgot to take out the trash so all the things that came after that r ok

I don’t like talking to people I’d rather text, which I’ve been doing before I got my phone taken away I hate when they want me to talk to them only at those moments but then other times they never listen to me,, one of the only people who did is taken away from me over and over again like what do I do

I don’t want to live here anymore but my dad isn’t working to get our home back um

He keeps saying he’s doing all this but if he was we would’ve been out of here already. I’m tired of getting my hopes up for him

And idek if I want to go with him like he’s a horrible dad I’m scared he’ll go back to the way that he was if he does get a place and take us back But if that doesn’t happen sooner or later they’re going to take me to a mental hospital idk what that’s like and I don’t want to know idk what to do anymore Um I miss when my actual family was all together

Whatever I really need to stop pouring my heart out on this site but what else do I do

I missss my boyfriend how does he deal with mw

I hope tomorrow and Friday goes by fast