Yeah yeah this is edgy so what, this is my way to cope through pain. Just going to vent here_ I feel like I can't even do anything anymore, I just want this THING to be gone. I'm sick of being in pain everyday and I hate having to swallow a Tylenol every time anything hurts. I try not to complain but its so ****ing hard to put on a fake smile every day. I don't mean to make anybody feel bad, but its like, is there freaking spirochetes in your body constantly laying eggs causing you to be in unbearable pain? I don't care, I mean I do, I really care, because I have that kind of heart, and I never really take care of my self, you could say I'm a pretty selfless person. I need time to work on myself. If you went through what I've been through you would understand. Ill Finish this later,, aa